2021.10.17 07:35 footwit Агент Салаха прилетел на переговоры с "Ливерпулем"
2021.10.17 07:35 Purrgis What's a weird food combo you love?
2021.10.17 07:35 ajuxtap0ser Longterm therapy and feeling stuck
I've been in therapy with my therapist for almost 3 years now, and the last few weeks feel stuck. I've been stuck in the past, but this feels different. Usually when I was stuck in the past its because I was at the edge of a breakthrough. A next step I was avoiding. Or gearing up for.
I always had pretty clear goals in therapy, because I had so many big therapy interfering issues. Connecting with my therapist and trusting her was the biggest goal of them all and I feel like we solidly reached that point a few months ago. And somehow therapy feels so comfortable since then. It's very easy to not get triggered massively about her being there and seeing me.
I don't know if I feel stuck because it feels like less is happening (fewer intense emotions in session) or because I'm feeling this way because I'm standing still. There's nothing in the way of me finally talking about the big stuff in depth. But somehow I don't feel a reason to do that? Why upset myself? How to push myself?
I'd like to think I'm ready to finish therapy but unfortunately I'm not. I still dissociate a lot, I'm starting somatic work with a physical therapist this week. And I still avoid close relationships. I still binge a lot too.
When I say it like that it sounds like nothing has happened which is absolutely not true. My therapist has helped me so much. My self awareness has grown so much. Me getting to trust with her was such a rough rough journey I can't even explain (though I'm sure you guys understand).
I just feel lost. I keep dreaming that I'm mad at my therapist because she 'does nothing' and part of me feels like I need her to push me more. But she always let's me decide what we talk about and also, when she pushes even a little bit I bristle and shut down. So, I don't know if that's the solution.
I'd love to hear from others who have reached this stage in therapy and this type of stuckness. How did you overcome it?
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2021.10.17 07:35 keepasmile009 F30
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2021.10.17 07:35 orangebanana95 He has the sweetest face
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2021.10.17 07:35 socalshopper0114 Interesting info from support?!
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2021.10.17 07:35 mlr399 What do you like about abridged shows?
2021.10.17 07:35 fuckomg2002 question about eyebrow piercings
so i really want an eyebrow piercing but i shave off the ends of my eyebrows and draw them on every day. im assuming if i did get my eyebrow pierced i wouldnt be able to apply and remove makeup to and from the area daily without irritating it. would this be the case for the entire healing process or just the beginning?
this is kinda a stupid question because obviously you dont want to get anything near a fresh wound especially daily but i guess im just wondering if anyone else has experience with a fresh eyebrow piercing + wearing makeup daily and if its possible or if i should just wait until i want my natural brows back and then get it done?
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2021.10.17 07:35 n-dimensional_argyle Cubist Jason Sudeikis
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2021.10.17 07:35 Lyndzie1040 How did you know when you were in love? I think it is so important to reflect upon what endeared us to our partner, especially when/if we’ve been with our partners for a long time. It’s so healthy to reminisce and feel energized and renewed about loving again. What made you fall in love?
2021.10.17 07:35 Savings-Working5089 🔥🔥🔥
2021.10.17 07:35 Unusual_Ad2954 Help I can’t sleep on cocaine
I haven’t done coke in a year because I don’t hang around with my mates anymore but tonight unfortunately I have and I’m on such a bad comedown it’s 6:35am and I can’t sleep please any advice is appreciated
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2021.10.17 07:35 flawlessintime- The Warriors finalized their roster last night
The Warriors finalized their roster last night, deciding not to use the costly 15th roster spot, cutting Avery Bradley, Mychal Milder, Jordan Bell, and Gary Payton II. https://www.flawlessintime.com/post/game-time-decisions
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2021.10.17 07:35 suppressedTh0ughts I thought I got better but my body shows otherwise
3+ years out of the abusive relationship.
Dating a new guy now. Who is really really nice. We have been trying to work on my trauma too and I really became better. Or that’s what I thought.. “What are you eating for lunch!” No longer scares me anymore. Updating no longer feels that scary. Communication wise it’s been great. I voice things out, and establish boundaries better than before.
But yesterday… yesterday when me and my date were being physically intimate, i was giving him a handjob and then when he came some of the semen accidentally ejaculated on my body (because of the angle) they were meant to be all on my hand. And then I told him and he was like “oh it’s just a bit!” Then i freaked out. My body started to shiver, and I get extremely startled when he touches me, and I started to breathe rapidly and bawled. I wanted to vomit. I am so SHOCKED by this reaction of mine. I didn’t expect me to still be so fucking affected guys. I’m so confused. :( my date was very shocked too he didnt knoa why i suddenly had this reaction but he was really patient, gave me the space and time to cool down omg i swear he was being so nice about it………..
My mind started to run wild. I was so scared it wasn’t an accident, and what if this is just the start of everything AGAIN? Like my ex? The start of NON-CONSENT. I felt so violated and disgusted. I thought of the times when my ex ejaculated on my stomach, my lower parts of the body, my FACE, my MOUTH, wanted me to SWALLOW his semen, if not i’m being disrespectful to him… even though i was so uncomfortable… i recall the times when i was shivering in fear and my ex insisted on hugging me because he feels offended that i reacted like this, even though the truth is that is that I am AFRAID of him.
But i could never tell my date these. What would he think of me? What if I tell him about giving my ex a blowjob (which I HATE because it’s just not my thing) and my date gets affected like why can I give my ex but not him and/or start to see me in another way?
My date told me that he thought not wanting him to ejaculate on my body was just a preference for me so he did not think much and said “oh just a little bit”. And he thought that his semen were all on my hand and maybe i touched my body with the hand with semen. He didn’t know i had a traumatic experience behind it and he said he will not do it again. I told him I value consent A LOT and he acknowledged.
But I just feel so disgusted about what happened ytd and also in the past Wtf shld i do……
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2021.10.17 07:35 danedehotties mourning a childhood i never had
im sitting in bed, 24 years old and have been fully moved out of my parents for years now, and i still sob over the fact that my parents ruined so much of what is me. ive never had self esteem because my mom critiqued every flaw i had since i was in 1st grade. i have religious trauma, my dad has never shared an ounce of emotion with me, idk. i wish i was normal, i wish i could love myself but i dont think i ever will, and i wish i could let go of the trauma bc its hurting the ones i love.
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2021.10.17 07:35 Dimension-Accurate we can't delete Instagram
Recently every one heard that report that instagram is toxic for us, especially for young teens. But we can't get rid of it because now we are used to this or Facebook other apps. Me also so many times uninstall it , sometimes delete account but I am used to it. Now I am learning how to use social media apps so that we can get rid of it's negative effects (I know 100% is not possible but 70 to 90% is also huge)
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2021.10.17 07:35 xsmars ⚜️••Wtt : NA / AR 55••⚜️
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2021.10.17 07:35 meow823 Same outfit, different pose (38F)
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2021.10.17 07:35 Church_AI Kowalski hostility before boulder city
It's my first playthrough of the game and after getting to the great Khan hideout in the main quest, I tried to sleep when Kowalski comes in and tells me his brother died and all options make him hostile or decrease NCR fame, why?
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2021.10.17 07:35 CrystalLakeClo i actively do things that will make me die young
I am 22, already have a good career, and have the physical and financial support of my parents, but i am choosing to throw my life away.
I am not interested in living long. i was never able to be myself growing up and that has made it impossible to have childhood friends, realize my gender expression goals, or be able to relate to those few i do get to interact with.
i attempted to take my own life a few months ago, but was brought back in a hospital where i stayed for weeks. after that i made a bit of an effort, but to no avail. since i am unable to form and keep friendships, im letting myself slip into a world of never being sober, my crippling eating disorder, and reckless behavior. i want to die young.
i don't want to say any of this to people close to me, and since those are all i have, im whispering it into the void of the internet.
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2021.10.17 07:35 RakshithP2020 Cake monster $MONSTA hyper deflation and cake as its secondary asset backing
$MONSTA token coming up with their @Monstaparty NFTs on Nov 2nd. check out the Telegram as well.Dive into the fluffy world of a super deflationary multi-feature & dividend yield token on BSC with cute memes, hairy NFTs, delicious community rewards & sweet ingredients
Already has around 46,500 cake staked in the manual pool and has an insane APR
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2021.10.17 07:35 mulvany88 Who plays the guitar in Devil In a New Dress
2021.10.17 07:35 anoopghk Top upper caste judges “biased” towards Dalit colleagues: US Bar Association report
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2021.10.17 07:35 Bastian_nll PIC
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2021.10.17 07:35 AquilliusRanger Hey hey hey, y’all!